the call that has to be right on this day
helllooo there
*sigh* it’s you again. why did you call me from different number everytime?
it’s because you never pick up if i call you from my cell
i thought you gave up on me
i gave up on you!!
so what’s this call suppose to mean?
heyy, dont be so arrogant.. i call you as a friend
okay…
so…, how’s life?
life is good
you still with him?
what kind of question is this? yea.. why?
no, just wondering if you’ve changed your mind
what??
no no, dont be offended.. i was just thinking.. why did you choose him over me
excuse me?
yea, seriously.. no girl ever done that to me, refuse my love
im honored to be the first
hahaha.. okay, tell me what’s so good about him? is he american graduated?
nope, but he is smarter than them
you preffered him than ivy leaguers and us’ graduated? you must be kidding..
hmm,
are you ready?
ready for what?
the next issue in your life
what issue?
compatibility
what do you mean?
i know you very well, dear.. you are a lively energetic ambitious young lady.. you have lots of dreams, career that you want to pursue.. and with him.. i dont think you can do that. with me, i have the same background with you.. i understand you….
first of all, never call me dear. second, your concept of compatibility is different with me.
hahaha.. so what is it for you?
you will never understand.
is it because im not a christian?
well, that’s 9 out of 10
i can convert to your belief if you want..
silence
to be honest, i want to say this: i know that he’s my God-sent.. period. i know that he’s the best for me.. but you are too rational, too logical to believe.. you wont understand if i tell you that, you will laugh at me if i say that. so i have to find other reasons to explain to you.
how if you find somebody that is better than him?
it’s a commitment
that’s bull*****
silence
what is he doing?
music producer,
so, what’s up with a man who works for fortune 500 company? do you consider him at all?
you are safe with me
you know what? stop thinking that im only interested in dollars
well, too bad, that’s part of life dear
there is something that money cant buy, and please stop..
calling me dear / calling you dear
have you read men are from mars women are from venus?
no.. emang nya kenapa?
it’s said that woman need security.. and he has that.
you change woman so easily, you get everywoman you want, you are smart, intelligent, tricky, you are too experienced
im so insecure with you
wow.. really? this my first time i notice that you’re not confident with your self
no, you’re wrong. maybe this is the first time you notice me feel so confident about him
you know why i like you? you are innocent but fun, up tight but open minded
well, i dont wanna be a grey typical person, im learning to be either black or white.
hahaha. i didnt say that you are grey.. you just have double personality.. i wonder, is he really all that good? at least as good as you?
yes, he’s unusual
like what?
he said things that others never think of… he prefer commitment over money, he is a bad speaker but you’ll never get tired talking to him..
i just learned something from my management class, it’s a fundamental #1: hire attitude, train skills. that applies to my relationship as well.
wow, sounds like he’s a good choice
tell me more about him
why should i?
hm, i think im in love with him
what the? you are something
yea, if i couldnt get you, then i’ll go against you
what?
i’ll compete with you to get him
you are insane
heyy, you live in america, country of freedom. especially, you’re in san francisco.. you should get use to this.
you are out of your mind
maybe i really am, because of you
gudness, it’s been 20 minutes. im wasting my 20 minutes talking to you
hahaha.. i like this conversation
im about to hang up
try it
—————beep—————
you are something. you know what is my second reason for not choosing you?
your attitude,
[dedicated to my 2 years of love]
for i’ve learnt arti kesetiaan.
August 17, 2006
happy anniversary, love.
it’s coming
It’s exactly seven days prior to the second year anniversary of our relationship..
You know what? the previous year, I was so excited, a month prior to "thee day", we already made a lot of plan, candle light dinner, romantic jazz music, all dressed up, yea, classy perfect date, and I was on my vacation to indo… therefore: Plans and timing were super perfect.
But my mom’s sudden plan, yg ngga bisa dibilang ngga, to go to an island in north Jakarta just ruined the arrangement. peginya has to be right on tujuhbelas agustus (our jadian date), and so we were stranded in the middle of umang island and celebrated our "jadian" anniversary ovathere with mom and dad and my family… but hey, apparently, it wasnt bad at all… we still had our candle light moment, on the sea side lagih… =) but it was the three of us, me-him-and my sista. Haha…
And now, as its only next week, I purposely diem diem aja… degdegan, mau ngetes whether he remember it or not… i tried soooo hard not to spill or somewhat give him *hint hint*, "keep in mind it’s approaching, darling…" sorda clue..
I do understand that he is super duper busy with work, recording, and deadlines… but I think “hari jadian” is one of the most sacred days to remember isn’t it? Hehehe… at least for me. But I don’t see the signs that he will remember the holy deii… T_T so wat shud i do??? i dont want him to forget and later have giant battle.. hahaha…
well.. my friends said "tenang aja tephh.. sapa tau dia uda siapin surprise buat elu!!! you know, the most romantic surprise beyond your imagination… hehehe"
well.. Tuhannnn ingetin dia donkkkk..
and exactly two weeks from now will be moi birthday. this is even more thrilling.. klo 17 agustusan sih bisa aja dia inget since its a holiday but for this one, I dOubt it….
well,my bday is exactly the same as rcti-sctv-tvri anniversary… will the celebration programs on TV remind him on my very dei? whOa…
aaaahh, im sooo cant wait til its next week… penasarannn.. at least last year, dia tanya .."mau apa buat bday kamu?" but this yr.. tidak ada pertanda" bgini…
and again, my friend said.. "ngga bakalan lupaaa lah sayyy.. palingan jg loe uda disiapin surprise.. i mean come on.. dia romantic abis geto.."
and i seriously doubt dia inget.
ow ow.. the my bLog reader.. please dont spill it yah.. dont remind him, ask him, or anything.. antepin aja and we’ll see..
and i dont even dare to think about it.. tapi klo sampe dia beneran lupa, what should i do? what a girl shud do when her bf forget the very deiz?
[miguudness, let's see next week]
