The Tales of Infinity

Our girlhood dreams have ripened,

and we’ve learned thing or two

from hopes we’ve seen fulfilled,

assorted troubles we’ve been through…

We’re looking back astonished

at how fast the years have flown,

how much we’ve done,

how far we’ve come,

how well-mature

we’ve grown.

Our lives have many stories–

countless memories remain

to touch us once again with joy

and tenderness and pain.

And still we look ahead with hope,

for as the years unfold,

there is no limit to the dreams

a woman’s heart can hold.

I am glad for who you are,

the friendship we share,

and the promise

of memories

waiting to be made.

[have a wonderful new year... everyone]

[luV you all, friends...]

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December 30, o-5

it is now 12.43am.. just wOke up.

Called my honey, wOke him up, then i fell asleep.. ga tau knp ky dibangunin tiba2, and God just drove me instinctively to pray.. so just obey the vOice within, cLose my eyes.. and started to pray..

i felt a tremendeous joy afterwards.. eh.. udah nya malah ngga ngantuk and im so seger nOw.. =)

btw, last nite i slept at 3am.. chat with my twO bessies.. our conversation td mlm seru bangettt.. oh God, i love them bery bery muachh.. klo uda bareng sama mereka.. an ordinary moment jadi extremely seruuu abis.. aaahhh.. miss themmm mucH!

Na, missy Avina Darmadjaja

     tuhhh.. i put ur beautiful piC.. =) hehehe..

so the story goes like this, we’ve known each other for like 9 or 10 yrs.. dari pas kita kecil2 imut2.. sama2 BibLe study wif our Tante Lisye, the most rese – kind – suka maksa – lovely – fun – nyebelin tante everrrrr d.. hehe.. we grown up together with thousands of fun – sad – crazy – unreplacable memoriesssss, frOm nyontek2an pas BiBle study test.. huahuhahahaa.. make up + photo sessiOn ama sisca n t.lisye .. hihihi.. a funny moment with t lisye pingsan di BiP.. sampe di baptise jg bareng2.. haha.. our tambourine dance.. bikin gerakan2 tambOurine ndiri and namain ndiri.. sampe akhirnya she’s gOne to the uS for 4 yrs left me by myself with tante lisyee!! ahh kejam diKao. huahua.. til the time i nyusul k atL.. 2 years full of fuunnnnnnnn times.. live in the same house at lovely L’ville.. nge choreograph dance bareng.. pelayanan bareng.. telat ke gereja bareng.. mannn i love our rushing moment klo telat dateng latian.. hehe.. i miss hearing ur voiCe pagi2, "tepphh pinjemm bajuuu donkkk, gila i need to buy new clothessss.. ga tau mo pake apa".., miss bangunin pagi2 lewat cellphone.. "teph, bangun yaKkk..it’s 7am and we’re late" huhaua.. or kehebohan nya pagi2 knocked on my dOor.. "teeeeppphh.. siiiaalll masa yahhh hp baru gua kecemplung di washerrrr machine.." haaa!!!! huahuaha.., tO our make up – curly in rambut tym, or deeeppp conversation sambil nyetir, photo session ama winardy, hang out2 after church, sushiiii timeee!!!,and my Goddd so mannnyyyyy.. [na, sambung donkkk gila banyak bangeettt..]

–> our fave piC of all time.. xD

Nek (that’s how i call her), missy Yovanda Santoso (nekkk bagus abis d nama loe.. huhuhuhuhuhu..

nekkk.. no complain yahh.. you look pritiiii on this pic!! hehe..

i met her for the first time waktu indO bazaar di atL.. remember waktu pertama ktemu i hate herrrr.. gara2 dia uda lg sibuk2 jogett eh trs rese banget jatohin my cellphone trs ngga say sorry or anything.. langsung hahahihi pegi.. whaaaaa!!! ahahaha.. and she used to hate me tOo.. ga jelas knp?? (knp sihh nekk??) hahaha.. trS one day, i got a phone call from her.. dia ngajakin ke OhiO bareng sama Permias.. and i dont know why.. koq waktu itu gue mo ikut yahh.. pdHL ngga kenal2 amat sama dia.. but yeah, gara2 ohiO..we became cLoser and closerrrr..

She is a very2 friendly, lovely, loyal kind of gal.. yang olweiz setiaaa kawaannn saking setia nya ampe she just want to shareeee everyyyymoment together ngga ada yg kelewat.. ahahaha.. sampe when i cooked salMon for nana.. si nana hrs sisain secuil for her and wait until she came sOalnya she wanted to know salmon buatan gue rasanya ky apa.. huahahhahaa.. awww nekk but i miss u tau ngga.. ngga ada Vanda mana serrruuuuu.. hehehe..

missing my lovely moments wid you nekk.. i miss ke waffle house tengahh malemmm sama loe.. gosippp seruuuu.. huahua.. trs barteran dVd.. (ehhhmmmm) hahahaha.. trs nge gym bareng dalam rangKa menguruskan – merampingkan – menurunkan beratt badann .. hihiihi.. misS sekelas bareng wid you.. miss our lunchy time.. miss telpOnin loe jam 9 buat tanya "nekkkk loe dimanaaaa.. gua telat nihhh psychology class.. i think itu guru uda gedeggggg de sama qta.. hahaha".. miss ur gaul-ness.. you were my only source yg bisa nge refer ke restO2 asikkkkk.. (if not im stuck with waffle house) huehueha.. miss gosipin si 12.. miss namain cowo2 gebetan loe pake initial.. si kuning la.. si sapa lagi yahh.. huahauha.. i love youuuu nekkkk… [sambung nekkk.. banyak bangett gue ampe bingung..]

cintaaaakuw..

so.. that’s sekilas ttg my lovely temantemins.. hehe..

time: 2.00am

feelin’ a lil dizzy at the moment.. i shall go to sleep..

[to be continue...]

- niteyyyy -

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Dec 28, 2005

yesterday, i got sms frOm my best friend, sisKa..

"Teph,ini sisKa. Loe ngga pulang indO?? kapan balik? Udah ada yang mau manggil loe tante eteph disini.. Hehe. Namanya Marlon Christian Ambitan. Cakep loh.."

hahhh.. my best friend just gave birth last weeK.. im so happy for her.. and yes, she makes me feel so old in my 21st years.. and for sure make me realize how fastttt life is…

still remember, i met SisKa when i was around 18.. our acquaintanceship was kind of complicated to elaborate in detail.. pokonya she’s a friend of my friend..

no shame, i confess, haha.. we were soooo connected to each other and became a very gOod friend cOs we had the same interest in a taiwanese famous – [still] fabulous grouP called   —> F4!!!!!! huahuahauhuaa..

a long long story, my jOurney to really became a fanatiC – lover of f4 was just as sMooth as [whipped cream or iCe cream cone nya Mc dOnnald] as i fOund F4 fanscLub group, namanya apa yahh.. mannn koq bisa lupa yahhh.. is it F4 indonesia family or F4natiC?? lupa dehhh.. but something similar like that.. hahaha.. through that fans cLuB, i met several other girls yang until now still become my best friends.. Demay and Liza.. ada satu lagi, Lilly yg emang uda jd my best friend since i was one yrs old!! aaahhh.. lama yahhh.. hehe..

and guess what, the craziest thing is that we werent just a regular fans yg cuma pasang2 poster di kamar.. or nontonin dvd nya sampe thousands of time.. we were seriOusly contrive strategies to meet F4!!! ahahaha.. bener2 kurang kerjaan.. til our moms think that we were sicK or something.. hahaha.. They slept over at my hOuse..non stop talking about f4.. scream2 sambil nonton their dVds.. and this is the craziest one, celebrated Jerry Yan (DaO Ming sHi) birthday at my House!!! huahuahuhaa.. my parents were off to Europe at that time, and we made a party, ordered a brithday cake with Jerry Yan picture on top of it.. niupin hundreds of baloon.. sampe ada acara firewOrks di keBon seGala!! ahahaha.. the funniest one, we made tulisan dr hundreds of candles on top of a sterofoam and trs dicemplungin ke kolam ikan, the result was.. all of the ikan koi di dalem koLam gasped-panic-confused becOs some of the candles yg ada api nya fell down.. ahhh soooo hillariOus..

ps: and now i dont even remember jerry itu bday nya kapan.. ahahahahaha.. xD

tapi yahh.. i think all of that garink – silly – gila moments are just the heppiest period of time in my life.. i was waiting for my visa to come to the US.. i was done with my high skuL.. doing nothing but that F4 gathering.. hahahaha..

i pray to God everynightttt buat ktemu F4 (duluuuuuuuuu!!!) hahahaha.. "Tuhann… Tuhan kan bae.. duhh Tuhann i think aku in love nih sama jerry yann.. Tuhann.. mau dOnkk ktemu Jerryy.. sekalii aja dehh Tuhan.. pliss yahhh Tuhann.."

and yeah.. Tuhan emang baeee alwayss .. hahaha.. beLieve it or not i met them!! huahuahua..

Vanness was the first member of F4 whom i met.. he launched his first album and promoted in iNdo.. and.. tarataratadaa.. this very good friend of mine name (hmm ngga usa disebut d for confidential) hehehe.. was the owner of one magz in indO.. and thrOugh him.. i met Vanness.. huehuhe. aahhh.. it’s all about connection.. hahaha.. punya koneksi ternyata ngga ada ruginya…

On that meet and greet event, you can do basically whatever you want as long as the security ppl dont see you.. hahaha.. tOoK pictures,kiss and hug.. huhauhuaha.. (k jOe plis jgn marahhh).. huehue.. yeah.. pulang2 i felt like i was dreaming.. dr yg tdnya didnt really like vanness.. to "im a biggggg fannn of him!!" hahhaa.. He’s cakepan aslinya jauh than on TV..

Met the rest of 3 at their concert in Jakarta.. but the most unforgetable moment was.. i won a quiz getO and got a free rOom at borobudur hoteL, the hotel where F4 was also stayed at that time.. and gila nya, one night, me and my other friends were hanging out at the hotel’s pool malem2.. when suddenly the got locked out inside the poOl.. and actually emang sengaja di locked cOs f4 wanted to swim!! and yeahhh guess whatt.. we watched f4 swim for almost 2 hours.. huahuhaua..

[huahhhh.. enuff for the story] haha.. go bacK to the reality..

time fliesss mann.. see now?

we forget all of the story about f4 and the craziness behind it.

siSka is now, mother of a baby boy.. a wife, that is, fully mature, thinking of "what to cOok for my husband yahh tOday??" or "oohh.. baby uda laper blom yahh??" ahahha

Demay, oh mannn.. this imut young lady has turned into a busy career womann now.. huahh.. i went back home for 3 times and never be able to meet her!! sibukkk sekalii.. my Godd..

Lilly.. ? guess what… she is one of the raising indOnesian artist!!! yuhuuuu…. "lagi naek daun.." gitu indo ppl said.. hehehe.. yeah, when i went bacK home last time, i saw her on TV, di sinetrOn2 indO.. mannn.. knew her since i was one yrs old.. and i cant believe that Lilly yg duLunya very2 quiet shyyyyyyyyyy abissss… bisa berubahhh gini.. and im so prOud of her.. cOs her inside is still Lilly that i know, humble, innocent, and poLos.. =)

hmm.. Me?? yeahh.. im here.. writing this long longggg bloG on friendster.. enjoying my christmas Holiday season yg almost oVer.. oh nooooo..

preparing my self with bunch of resolutions for 2006 as i said on my last bLog.. busy with school and new joB.. planning my future ahead.. and yes.. refresh my commitment to My lovely God..

so Good to know that peOple can change but My Lord never change and His loVe truly never fails.. 

dahan dulu yahh all.. =) =) =)

enjoy your time yahh skr2.. on those young age of us.. we can still go to school, punya pacar lahh, shopping2 ama tmn, hang out2,kerja,til ntar married,punya anak,punya cucu, tiba2 uda nenek nenekkk.. ahhhh i hate keriputttt.. hahauhauhaua.. but you know.. time fliesss.. so use ur time wisely =) =)

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[altalavista - Godblessy'all - tephssss]             

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[music: All I want for Christmas is You]

oowww.. counting down… 5 more days to the very first day of 2006.. and im so excited..

2006 ish gOnna be a new-fresh-busy-tight-joyful-fabulous year of mine.. preparing ahead to face this up coming year with a bunch of new resolutions.. aiaiaia.. =)

one of my resolution is –> "will cut off my friendster time to 30 minutes/day".. hehehe.. sounds funny huh? but seriOusly, i really need that to be on my list cOs my time-management was kind of mess up becOs of friendster.. hahaha..

i cant stay up very late, starring at other peOple friendster.. and mannn.. i have dis lil secret.. huahuahua.. i loveeee to see the pictures of beautiful peOple (man and woman) on friendster.. ha!!! eventho it is now limited to be woman only since i have my dear honey.. hehe.. it’s really not that freaky laahh.. it just that the more i see pretty people on fs, the more im amazed of God.. see? He creates us, uniQue, different, beautiful with our own way.. some girls i saw, cakep nya elegant, sometimes ada yg not that pretty but gorgeous and hot, many of ‘em pretty-simple but look even prettier than the sexy one.. weird uh? maybe beCos from the simple one you can also see their inner beauty.., some of ‘em very sweet and enak bangett diliat, very attractive, some veryyyyyyy pretty – unbelivable deh- but after you see them couple of times lama2 jadi bosenin cakep nya.., ada yg biasa2 aja but the more you see her the prettier jadinya..  hahhaha.. ini cewe baHas cewe.. hahahaha.. but oh well.. if i bahas soal cowo ada yg marahh.. hehe..

nahhh… bacK to my resolution, i will haveeee to make 4.0(four point zerOw) for the next quarter!! wanna maKe up my [lazy-procastinate] bad habbits on 2005.. hehehe. next year, im gOnna start my new joB as the lab assistant at my sKuL.. uh, cant wait cant wait..

another resOlution ishh for my relationship.. getting married?? huahuahuahuhaa.. no no laahh still far to that time but yeah maybe i’ll be more seriOus of my relationship and be prepare aja kali yah.. if on 2005, ko joe bought a house, 2006 gonna be my turn.. blom kepikir sih maO ngapain.. any idea?? maybe just a little less on shopping and more on saving… aiaiaiiaa.. [this one sounds so hard!!] hahaha..

[the music turned off]

cape ahhh dengerin m.carey, repeated for like 10 times, bosen de.. hehe.. and this blog is getting biased now.. kekeke.. gotta stop deh me.. huahh.. mo go back to sLeep.. i wanna enjOoyyy my hOliday seasOn.. =) jarang2 bisa bobo lamaaaaaa.. without have to worry about anything.. yipppiieee..

[hybernating mode turn on]

dah yahh temanteminkuw… y’all take care yawhhh..

missshhh my BiG fammm, my bessiew -na vanda reggy sisKa demay veni lily-, ifgf atl family, and uh uh uh.. my dear honeY yg baru bdayyy on deC 25.. =) XOXOXOXOXOXO muachhhhhhhhyyyyy..

bless you all.

[luV, tepphiiiiiieeee]

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O..myyyyy..myyy.. it’s been agesss loh im not into this kinda bLogging thingy.. sampe uda lupaa.. how to post and arrange my page… kekekeke.. i have bLOg on my other friendster accOunt..but since this one is private acCount, so just wanna make it rame and meriahh.. hehehe..

sOo.. aighttt.. im bacK to the fabulous netwOrking technology — friendster and the BloG.. hehe..

yeyaaa for me.. cos im doNe with all of the finals at sKul.. ^yeahhh"^ =) =) Thank God that finally, i can sit here, in front my lovely pC, graciOusly.. open my friendster.. talking abt randOm stuffs on my Blog without the guilty feeling that i usually have.. haha.. gimana ngga feel guilty sihhh.. friendster ish like.. my number uNo priOrity geTo dehhh latelyy.. heuheuhuehe..

[bangun tidur - devotion - friendster - mandi - friendster - makan - friendster - go to class - friendster - bikin assignments - friendster - suntuk bikin assignment - friendster - stuck with assignment - friendster - selse bikin assignment - frienster - doa - bObo..] kekekeke…

untung aja on the last last periOd of this quarter i can seriOusly concentrated on school’s projects and forborne my self not to open friendster, the pLace where i think most ppl waste their time these days.. hehehe..

hmm mo ngomong apa lagi yahh.. mmm.. "i miss atLanta soo mucHossss" T.T the people, my bestfriends, l’ville house, gpc l’ville dunwoody campus, ifgf atl, my cG, smua smua nyaa.. waffle house.. haha..sOto’s sushi..sushi Yoko..smua tempat makan super uenakkk.. sampe 104.7 the fish nya atL.. the xmas seasOn di atL..snOw yg datengnya jarang2.. ahaha.. bebi jed.. sampe si Ocess.. my bessies, nana.. vanda.. dennis.. edo.. oces egein.. aten studiO [haaa!! of cors laahh] xD

ah segini dulu yah ppl, hehehhe

be hepiii all the timeeeey..

God Bless you all…

[tephhhh]

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